April 15th, 2009

Vocal Boy

Feeling Good Today! :D

"There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills."  -Buddha

I just closed the book on a friendship (first time ever!) because the person would not trust me. So it is safe to say, there is nothing without trust.  The whole ordeal opened my eyes to my actions on myself and to the actions on others. Trust in yourself, so the trust you have in your friends does not diminish with your doubts.

On a side note......my triathlon is in 4 days!!!!! 1/2 mile swim, 15 mile bike, and 3 mile run.......I know I haven't been training as hard as  I should, but I have faith......and trust!!! :D </side note>

Anyhoo, I totally went off on a tangent with this post.....I just wanted to say, every time I go to Google Earth and look over the ocean's floor, I feel my petty wants and ambitions are of no importance. Sometimes I feel the world isn't big enough for humans, sometimes I feel our natural resources are dwindling, and sometimes I feel caged.....but ya know, the world is a great big place and those "sometimes" are just in my head... :3

I'm getting back to my old self and becoming happy with who I am, I'm finding contentment in life and I'm just letting things happen as they may, of course with standards. ;}